When I started this dA account it was when I had gotten better at sketching many things. The characters both original and fanart had helped me feel out the basics of drawing an actual figure. But lately I've realized that besides a standard drawing class, I have never really took the time to master figure drawing. The characters I draw just do not have the right structure no matter how much I tried to improvise on the spot. And usually whatever results I end up with were just embarrassing and that's not what I want in my art. Most of my gallery here is cute and maybe decent I suppose but it's not what I'm aiming for currently. Right now, I have managed to take actual figure drawing lessons online and they have helped me out when I want to try out poses and such. So of course, this is what I need to practice THE most!
And so, I'm feeling the need to start over. Maybe on another account because I just want to prove to myself that I can do more than those old class doodles posted on this account. I don't want to get rid of it all honestly, keeping them around could help by comparing where I am now and then.
My problem is I haven't taken the drawing process seriously. I thought I could achieve my goals without all the hard work. I've always had "practice more" in the back of my mind but now I think I fully understand it. I have to put more effort into my art. Actual effort. The more I think of it, the more embarrassed I am with the art I decided to post. I've been trying the easy way in order to get stuff on here faster, but it doesn't feel very rewarding.